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September 29th, 2006 8:29 am
[ mood | tired but rather happy ]

I've never been so busy in all my life. Honestly, it's almost rediculous. I go from having no life at all to being totally and completely booked. I don't have time for anything.

Long story short, I got the lead (Lucy Van Pelt!) in my school's production of "You're A Good Man, Charlie Brown". And we have rehearsals EVERY SINGLE DAY. Not that I'm complaining, because I absolutely love going to rehearsal and hanging out with the totally AWESOME cast and stuff. It's just hard because I'm in college, too, so every day, I go to choir at the high school, then I go to the college, then I go back to the high school for rehearsal, then I get back home FINALLY, eat something, do my homework, and I don't get to bed until really late. Then I wake up and do the same thing. And it's only the beginning of rehearsals; when we start really working ourselves, it's going to get longer and MUCH harder. I'm not off the hook until mid-November, either.

Plus, I have to dye my hair black for my role. And, the crazy, overly-dedicated actor that I am, I'm more than happy to.

Anyway, so I'm going to lunch with the "Charlie Brown" gang today, which is a relief and just makes me happy. And a week from tomorrow I'm having a big party at my house for the cast and crew, which is going to be soooo much fun.

And I've got to go study for my college math final now. Chao.
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September 10th, 2006 6:34 pm
[ mood | happy/hyper/excited ]

*giggles and pokes title*

"Waiting". Yeah. Green Day. Of course.

I'm proud to say that I'm in the process of writing a JackxRai fanfic that will probably suck. And I'm proud, dammit.

I also saw Wicked. With Shoshana Bean!! And a really good understudy for G(a)linda (though I'm still terribly heartbroken that Megan Hilty was sick) and a really HOT understudy for Fiyero, with whom I got a loverly picture.

My friend went last night and saw Megan and tried to call me when she came out of the stage door so I could talk to her (as in Megan), but I didn't pick up my cell, like an idiot. I saw her missed call the next day and called her and my friend was like "OMG, Megan says hi."

I was sooo mad at myself.

But the same friend and I are going to go try to win the ticket lottery on Friday and the two shows on Saturday until we win and get tickets and THEN I meet Megan. Because I want nothing more.

Soooooo excited. It was still awesome and soooo moving and I pretty much cried during "Defying Gravity" because it was amazing and moving and everything I'd hoped it would be.

I'm really happy.
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September 7th, 2006 1:44 pm
Where is my motivation? [
[ mood | happy ]

This day's been pretty nice. Good afternoon with my stepdad; things are going a little better now, which is nice. We went to the bird hospital for Frankie's checkup, had Starbucks, went to lunch, and listened to music.

And I just settled down with my Green Day "International Supervideos!" DVD, so I'm EXTREMELY happy. Watching Longview. And damn right masturbation's fun again. *points to icon* Yeah, refers to that. If ya'll know the song... Yeah... "Masturbation's lost it's fun and you're fucking lonely". Great song. Even though through the entire video, Billie Joe looks completely fucking stoned. Just switched to "Basket Case", however. Billie Joe looks like a total psycho, which makes sense because the video is set in a mental hospital. Sooo fucking hot, though. Always. SO hot. Yes, I'm in love with him.


I still want to write some quality slash, dammit. *ish annoyed* I've never written it before so I'm scared to try, so I'm stuck with fucking writer's block.

Billie Joe love!!!!!!!!! Nice green eyes. Beautiful guitar. So god-damned fuckable. *cough* Anyway, yes...

I should shut up now. I need to watch Billie Joe and the gang.
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September 6th, 2006 10:56 pm
Phases come and go like molasses... [
[ mood | calm ]

I have noooo idea why I want to write slash so much. I've never had a desire to write slash! Only male, too, because female isn't appealing to me. Why? I blame Flower, I won't lie. I BLAME YOU, FLOWER! You got me addicted to JackRai and now I can't stop reading it, which means, eventually, when I feel informed enough to, I'm going to have to write it. Meh. It's giving me writer's block on every other thing I want to get done. Damn it all.

While the JN phase is going out, I did watch the "Lady Sings the News" video that FINALLY got put up and it was very cute and I think everyone should watch it. Yeah. That's just about it.

I also discovered the musical "Evita". I have Madonna, not Patti LuPone, which doesn't bug me because Madonna was actually amazingly good in that. No idea why. Maybe it's because I'm not too fond of LuPone. I don't know. But it's beautiful. Plus, I mean, come on... ANTONIO BANDERAS SINGING! What more can you ask for? It's wonderful.

I'm trying out for "You're A Good Man, Charlie Brown" at my school next week. I want to be Sally so bad!

And that's about it.

Why do I want to write slash so much??
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August 27th, 2006 6:02 pm
Am I just paranoid... or am I stoned? [
[ mood | lethargic ]

Summer needs to end. Badly. I didn't know I could be so bored. Seriously. Maybe I was just hoping that I could do something, but it turns out that... I'm just here at home, writing on LJ.

Actually, I did go to P-Town (lol) with Rachel the other day and we had a blast. We didn't actually do much, but just hanging with her was so much fun... I haven't done that for AGES! But we're getting back in the habit because I miss my BFF terribly and we live right down the fucking street from one another.

I also need to hang out with Kelli before school starts. And Kaitlin. And Annalise. Jesus, I have a to-do list.

Anyway... what is there to say? Life is boring. Sucks.

But Billie Joe's voice is in my ear, so... welcome to fucking paradise...
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August 22nd, 2006 8:36 am
Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen... [
[ mood | sleepy ]

Life is so goddamn boring right now. I can hardly even believe it. I mean... I'm so bored.

Probably because I popped a string on my guitar last night so I can't practice. It's a shitty guitar anyway; made for little kids, actually. Originally it was my little sister's, but she never plays it, so now it's really just mine. I don't think I can stand it anymore, though; I need a regular-sized guitar. I'm going out of my mind. Either way, I'm learning how to play both "Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)" and "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day! The latter is coming on a lot more quickly; "Good Riddance" has all these nasty, fast chord changes that are really difficult for me... dammit, Billie Joe, slow down with those. But I'm working hard on them and my dad says I'm catching on surprisingly fast. Maybe it's because I play piano.

Rachel's going to be the drummer in my band. :)

Anyway, so my brother's up from Medford. Yay! He's moving up here for college, so that's pretty exciting. I'm also going to go to Buffalo Exchange to sell my old clothes and use that money to buy myself a real guitar. I now have the most hideously fabulous wardrobe in the entire world cause we went shopping on Sunday after I got home on the plane from California. I have wonderful frilly 18th-century takeoff shirts and pin-striped pants. It's awesome, really. I'm excited.

I can't wait to buy a guitar! :D

I'm probably going down to my cousin's for Labor Day, which will be fun. Maybe the guy I liked won't have forgotten me. This time, I'll be a "smooth" junior instead of an awkward freshman. He was sooo cute...

Anyway, like my Billie Joe icon? Hottest picture EVER of him, seriously.
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August 20th, 2006 11:46 pm
Bands... [
[ mood | hot ]

I think I want to start a band.

Right after I learn to play guitar.

I found some awesome Billie Joe Armstrong avatars tonight. Look, his hand's down his pants. It's yummy. He's yummy. Dammit, I would fuck him in a second. Sorry, did I just actually type that?

But no, seriously.

Anyway, I'm learning how to play guitar and working on a Criminal Minds fanfic. It's turning out alright. Just alright. Meh.

*looks at avatar* *giggles* I have a video of him doing that. "Bullet in a Bible", baby.
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August 5th, 2006 9:00 am
Tired Allison! [
[ mood | tired ]

I had the best dream last night...

Billie Joe Armstrong is hot. I was so looking forward to showing the signed picture to everyone. Until I woke up and realized it didn't exist.

Either way, now I'm awake, even though it's too early. I was supposed to sleep until 8:15, at which point my phone would--prospectively--yell at me to wake up for Xiaolin Showdown. But no. I wake up at 7:40. Big deal, yeah, I know. I've got a tendency to be over-dramatic.

This episode makes me sad, though. Because Jack's all... good. Thank God he's evil again. I was starting to feel sick. Other than that, it's good. I think I know what's going on. I haven't seen the predessors to this. WB <3.

I want a bloody friggin' Jack avatar, too. No one seems to have Xiaolin Showdown avatars. Sadness.

Anyways-ness... yeah. I think I'm going to watch the next epi and play my Gameboy and listen to my iPod and what not. Until my dad gets here, at least. Mmm hmm.

Yeah. Jack <3. *giggle*

EEEEEEMILY!! "Well... it's what she DIDN'T do, actually." "What? Huh? Who? I'M TALKING ABOUT THE YOUNG AND THE RESTLESS!" ""What? You're watching "The Young and the Restless"?! GET A LIFE!" *click*
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July 6th, 2006 11:24 am
Jesus Christ, Goddammit!! [
[ mood | depressed ]

Well, Bryant Park starts today in NY, NY.

In exactly 49 minutes, there is a free showing of Avenue Q going on.

So tell me.

Why the fuck am I not there?!?!?!?!?!?!


Actually... just kidding, it's over and done with because it's on the fucking East coast and so I won't get to see the wonderful fabulous Barrett Foa play the idiotically adorable Princeton. Or giggle and laugh and cry when Kate and Princeton get back together. Or laugh. I mean, come on. I've spent all morning watching videos from it. I finally got to see "Loud as the Hell You Want" and "Life Outside Your Apartment", and the ending scene, the reprises of "Fine, Fine Line" and "B.A. in English". IT MADE ME SO HAPPY!

So why wasn't I in Bryant Park? Maybe next year.

Hah. Right. And I'll be playing Kate. That's about the chances I have of being in New York next July. Fuck. I miss it so bad.
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